Didn't Make It

I just got the email telling me that I didn't get picked.

I'm having mixed emotions, right now:  I want to cry a bit.  I also want to throw some things.  I also want to play racquetball.  But I also want to know why it is I have to stay here.  I feel like there's nothing for me here.

But alas, I'm off to find something else to do.  Time to create a new plan!

I think I'll apply to Cal State East Bay for a credential program.  Since I've already passed all the CSET's, I can apply to teaching positions.  Time to write up a nice resume, and apply.

I'm thinking Berkeley School District or Albany School District.

Let's see where life takes me from here.